HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

It's gonna be an exciting 2010!

I decided to make this journal 30% locked.
Because my friends do not livejournal, I had to make all my entries public. So my journal is only 30% locked now. I only lock an entry when I feel like it. But majority of the posts are public, if you still want to be friends with me, please read below for a bit :33~

※ At least have same interests as me~ :3 Read my profile for more details. :D
※ Please be nice, and also be yourself. ^^
※ Leave a comment before adding me, and I'll add you back 8D If you added without commenting, I'll take a look at your journal. If your journal is updated I will consider adding you back. O__O
※ Let's be friends! XDD~
※ Just to let you know my entries will contain Christian stuff because I love Jesus. :]
※ There will also be frequent fangirlings. :3
※ Loving alice nine. and Katekyo Hitman Reborn! is a plus! 8D
※ nyuumyuujikku, a shared mp3 asian rotation community.

That's all! I'd love to know you :D:D

I wonder how ever comes here to visit?? *lol*

I'm thinking of coming back! *tsk tsk*
I miss LJ and my LJ friends!!

CLOSED.

I thought about it for a long time.
I don't wish to close it, but I feel there's no meaning to blog anymore.
You can say that I've become more reserved and private or what, I don't really care.

Anyway, I've been blogging since I was 13. I blogged for 5 years already. From sinnersinparadise.bs.com to germaine.celtic-dream.net to germaine.cest-la-vie.org to this journal. Blogging is something I really enjoyed. But it seems to be a chore now. That's why you don't see update often now.

Besides, I decided to be serious in life. Serve my Daddy God, study, work, build relationships real life.

Maybe you can encourage me to keep my blog open, lol. I feel kinda sad to close it after two whole years.. Anyway you still can find me on twitter, even though I don't update often now too.

Continue rejoicing..

私は何かを長い間言いたいと思った。 ただし、私は応答を得ないようではない。 私は実際にその透過であるか。

See you again ♥

Thank God for discernment and sensitiveness in my life that I am able to know and see things people don't.
But sometimes when I know a bit too much that it may be distracting and will cause me to think a lot about it.

Deep deep in thoughts.. And I am glad I have a Friend whom I can share it with..

Happy 2nd Anniversary!!
TO MY JOURNAL!

Looking back, looking forward. ( sounds familiar? Haha!! )



It's been great 2 whole years. You can read my previous post to see how much I've changed. I wasted a lot of time doing things that doesn't help me. I've read all my old entries. I cannot even imagine that was me 2 years ago lol.

I thank you all for reading my blog. Even if it's completely dull and boring. I thank you for coming here at all. You can read my old post if you are super bored, or you are some stalker, or you just wanna know my past or you are interested. I myself found it very interesting to laugh at my childishness and immaturity. Haha.

You'll find it even more interesting how I look 2-3 years ago. Uber short hair, frameless spectacles, eyes without double eyelids, messy eyebrows, fat and lots of ugly things. Hahaha.. I was really fat. I ate 5 so called meals a day during my secondary school days. I would rush down to the canteen to eat chicken rice or the grill fish meal during recess, then lunch I would eat my favourite ban mian, then I would buy potato chips and all to eat at home when I watch TV, after that I will my dinner and then I will find eat fruits and deserts or candies.

I came across in one of my old post in January 12th 2008, I wrote this:
That's it. Temasek poly(known as college in some countries) is my future school next year. :) I went to Temasek Poly open house today. The trip was great! I get to know more about TP. the course I'm interested in is Game and Entertainment Technology and Interactive Media Technology. However, the cut off points for both is 18! Aw man, means I have to get at least 3 points for each subject.

At that time, being able to get to poly is some kind of miracle. I almost and nearly go to the ITE path. I'm not saying ITE isn't good. I just don't want to waste my time. I already stayed back for additional one year already. And it is amazing that I actually got 14 for Os. I always flunk and passed borderline. No matter what subject it is.

My scores for N Levels PRELIMS. Original post.
English: 52/100
Maths: 23/100
Mother Tongue: 47/100
Science: 54/100
Food & Nutrition: 17/40
Combined Humanities: 56.5/100

N levels are like easy peasy. Yet I still fail or get 50 something. Look at my maths!! 23/100!! I doubt no one has ever win my math-failing streak. Ever. XD I fail math since primary 3!

Everytime I think about my past, I am glad that a friend brought me to CHC, to meet wonderful and awesome people, and to know Jesus. :) I am so glad to be 'brain-washed' if it's for the better. I am so much happier now. And I dare say I looked better than last time! Hahahaha.

From a part-time 'ah-lian' to a tom boy with rough mannerisms and then to someone who loves to gossip and become so vulgar to a judgemental person. So many personalities, so many different lives I've led for the past years. All these years I've been constantly looking around for love, looking around to fill the emptiness within me. I've found mine now. It's staying like this forever.

I would like to share this song sung by Carrie Underwood, Jesus, Take the Wheel.


She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy
With the baby in the backseat

Fifty miles to go and she was running low
On faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year

She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning
On a thin black sheet of glass

She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
?Cause I can't do this on my own

I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat
Sleeping like a rock

And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life

I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
?Cause I can't do this on my own

I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go

So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, ooh

It's gonna be quite a long post I guess. Happy reading.

( semi long post for teh winnn )

Long post ftw!!

Tell you guys something. I received a quack for my communication toolkit. Got a quack for 50%. The next 50% will be determined from the conclusion writing test and final presentation next few weeks. The moment I received the results, I stared at it for awhile. I wanted to cry, but of course I didn't. :)

I told myself I can never let myself get a meow or even a chirp minus. It will pull my GPA wayyy lowwwwww. I didn't expect I will do worse than meow. This is the module that caused me sleepless nights and to be sooo stressed up until I cried the day before the first day when I need to present. I did and tried best.

Talking in public is one thing I really detested. Facing a crowd of more than 5 can be challenging for me. I don't have a gift in talking and writing. You can tell it by reading my blog, haha. If you know me, I cannot even share a simple testimony in front of 10 or less people. But I'm trying, I really PULL out my courage to SPEAK. I really EXTRACTED all my courage, to talk and speak in front of that stupid communication class.

And yet I got a quack. This module is not something I can work on within weeks. It cannot be studied. However, upon receiving this grade, woke me up. I will not be complacent anymore. And I want to rely even more on God. I cannot accomplish all these with my own strength. Even if I don't do well overall, I still have 5 MORE semesters to push my GPA to 4.0. I will study even harder for my other modules.

Had individual talks with Shir and Dan on tues :) I feel better after talking to them :) Shir shared with me her burdens too. We have identical problems. But we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us.

I ooVoo-ed with Ben, Daniel, Fion, Shirley, Willie and XX this week too. Very funny!

( ooooooVoooooo )

I know I look very uhhh.. horrendous. I'm wearing my specs. Haha. I love ooVoo now. But I can't ooVoo until my exams are over. Gotta study super super super hard :| 3 more weeks ONLY. OH NO!

Also, Shir and Dan and I was talking about guys. Yes, guys. I would love to list down all my expectations that my future husband should have. HAHA. I've got pretty high expectations, rofl. But to the interest of others, I shall not. Maybe I can tell you Daniel's expectations; must be a cell group leader and at least multiplied before! Yeeeah. That's my expectation too ^-^ This is just basic. I'm serious. So if a guy isn't one, I won't even consider.

Hope you won't find me cocky. I'm not trying to mean anything. I just want some people to know their place :)
That's all. Now you know I'm evil!

Oh dear, I haven't blog for AGES.

I want to blog about a few things, but I'll do so later (: Right now I'm hooked to D.A.I's Enrai. I wanna learn the guitar. HEHEHEHEHE. Kinda easy anyway!! I'm so excited!

Tabs, in case I forgot where the link is. http://www.911tabs.com/link/?1621779

Finished my lab quiz, off to Dan's house now!! Woot! I wanna play Dan's guitar!!